Wizards and Initiators "arrive precisely when they mean to" [Part I]

"There is no time to tell all that you should hear," said Gandalf. "Yet if my hope is not cheated, a time will come ere long when I can speak more fully. Behold! you are come into a peril greater even than the wit of Wormtongue could weave into your dreams

- [The 'wit of Wormtongue' is all the black pill, fear-based Mouthpieces of Sauron: e.g. "TERRORSTORM"/ NWO is inevitable and we're hopeless to stop it!" kinda thinking] -

But see! you dream no longer. You live. Gondor and Rohan do not stand alone. The enemy is strong beyond our reckoning, yet we have a hope at which he has not guessed."

~ J.R.R. Tolkien

At this point in The Lord of the Rings, Gandalf whispers something we are not privy to, close to Theoden's ear. Theoden, who was a mighty leader of old, who once had Sovereign Consciousness, but who had fallen to despair due to the leechcraft of Wormtongue and of Saruman/ Sauron his master.

Those who have followed my musings for a while know well that it seems to me that there is a collective call to awaken from The Matrix (a prison for body, mind and spirit), aided by a cult deprogramming psyop (The 'Q Plan', or what I've called 'OperationWakeUpNeo'), whose Go.Al is to slowly help people to question and then to end the belief in a "right" to rule others by coercion system, and so en-courage the re-turning of Consciousness towards another 'Sat Yuga' (Golden Age). In such Ages, we know Who & What we truly are: The Uni-Verse (One-Song/ Story) becoming Conscious of IT'sSELF, through a "me" and a "you" (same difference).

The following piece will continue to show that Gandalf and Q operate in very similar ways, & that by reflecting on such correspondence, we may find hope for ManKind's pro.Gnosis.  [see also 'Q[RST] is the Christ Initiation Sequence' - HERE - ]

"I have played a part in this great tale, and so have you, Frodo. But the part was given to me, not chosen. I do not think that I was meant to do this alone. I was meant to help, and to guide, and to bring hope where there was none." - Gandalf

The Lord of the Rings is rich with examples of how the beneficent use of esoteric and "occult" gKnowledge is vital in the completion of The Fellowship's Quest - and every Sage's/ Christ's/ Buddha's/ Frodo's/ Neo's (etc) goal: to end slavery of all kinds, be they physical, mental or spiritual prisons.

In Tolkien's Great Work,  it was primarily Gandalf who orchestrated the collective effort to resist Tyranny. It was his wisdom and divine timing (The Trickster always appears "precisely" on time) that applied the gentlest (so as not to break the lore of Free Will) of nudges, so that a new Age of Middle Earth could be initiated.

But as with all such Boddhisatvas it was the alchemical Great Work within their own Hermetic vessel ('The Philosopher's Stone') that had to occur first, before going on to guide and fight the FoE, as Gandalf the White (the Albedo; Lead to Gold).

But what is it that Gandalf is seeking to bring about through calling Frodo (and Samwise) to his Hero's Journey? Well, ultimately it is the shift in paradigm from Sauron's Age of 'Master and Slaves' to 'The Age of The King'.

It is the restoration of Sovereignty of the Individual that The Quest of The Ring is ultimately seeking. But The Return of The King (Sovereign/ Christ/ Buddha/ Aragorn consciousness) is only achieved with the defeat of Sauron ['Saur' = 'lizard' = psychopathic, "reptilian" complex of the brain], and this is only possible through the seemingly impossible destruction of his One Ruling [Collectivist] Ring. The ending of the popular beLIEf in a "right" to rule through coercion of any kind.

I've shown in other writing the many correspondences between the actions of Gandalf - an 'Initiator'/ Hermit/ Sage/ Bringer of Hope - and the role Q played for me and for so many I have spoken with. Discovering that there were other powers in the world that were allied against The Adversary [it wasn't all just David Icke Doom and Gloom and TERRORSTORM! forever] and that there was a (there All-Ways is a di'vine) Plan, is exactly what Q did in 2016. This bringing of the news of a gathering 'Storm' was heavy stuff, but it was also the role Gandalf was chosen to play in his service to Middle Earth, throughout this "true" Myth. Hence why many mistrusted him and his foretelling of a Doom close at hand.

Art by John Howe

Everywhere he went, Gandalf initiated (provoked a shift, or a deepening of Consciousness) those who were called 'to Adventure'. Who were ready to answer their own Conscience's (Soul's/ Genius') Quest to 'Know ThySelf'.

To achieve this he usually brought unlooked for information and hidden tidings of the goings on in Middle Earth, especially related to the upper echelons of Power. This is exactly what Q did with the [intel] "drops". They gave the details of how our Barad-dur-led "conspiracy" ('to breathe together') was structured. The right questions to ask to expose our whorl-D's extensive corruption were there for all to see. And just like Gandalf, there was no hesitation to expose the most abhorrent and vilest of crimes.

Even though the secret goings on Q, Gandalf, Morpheus (etc) brought news of, were heavy and nightmarish, they force the Hero (you) to face that there is a dark Power that had re-turned and who's time had come to seek Total and Permanent Dominion over [Middle] Earth in 2016.

But with the news of The Storm(crow), Gandalf, Q, Initiators in general, also rekindle hope, for they reveal that there is a beautifully synchronised Di-Vine Plan and a Creative Intelligence at work, with far "Deeper Magick" (as Aslan had) than any Dark Lord. And "IT" (YOU) only has your growth and 'Liberation'/ 'Moksha'/ 'Nirvana' in Mind.

"It was the strangest event in the whole history of the Ring so far: Bilbo’s arrival just at that time, and putting his hand on it, blindly, in the dark. ‘There was more than one power at work, Frodo. The Ring was trying to get back to its master. It had slipped from Isildur’s hand and betrayed him... and after that Gollum, and it had devoured him... it abandoned Gollum. Only to be picked up by the most unlikely person imaginable: Bilbo from the Shire!

Behind that there was something else at work, beyond any design of the Ring-maker. I can put it no plainer than by saying that Bilbo was meant to find the Ring, and not by its maker. In which case you also were meant to have it. And that maybe an encouraging thought.’ - Gandalf

'Gandalf with Hobbits' by Jim Cauty (1976)

How 'Gandalf' appeared in my Story

I "woke up" from the dream of separation, to the oneness and divinity of all "things" in 2012. Whilst wild camping in the mountains of Snowdonia, fasting and there intentionally on a 'vision quest' - which is literally Gandalf in The Hermit card - I realeyesed and re-membered my "royal" lineage; a S.On of God. One who has come to gKnow (not just "beLIEve") that "this" Whole "thing" is Oneness having the experience of Twoness. Nothing "special" about it, it's what all conscious beings are, we just like to (The One likes two) forget for a while.

However, just as The Hermit implies in his gaze which is cast downward, the road now had to lead to The Underworld; the hidden; The Shadow. For two years later I was called to balance out that pop-spirituality - the "love and light" only brigade. A denial of one half of the Whole (God) is just as much a "Spiritual" cul-de-sac for consciousness as is orthodox, dogmatic religion; both Old Age and 'New Age' deceptions were co-opted by the forces that are anything but "love and light".

So I was called to mature the "spiritual" perspective that came in 2012. And this is pretty much where I see Frodo after Bilbo and Gandalf leave him with the Ring after Bilbo's Birthday Party... Frodo was left for 17 (Q) years whilst Gandalf goes off to gather his intel and "do his research".

I had to face that there was indeed Shadow; firstly, the system of fear-based slavery, but to find the Gandalfs, the true teachers who were to show me that this Adversary operates largely through Fear alone - and mostly 'False Evidence Appearing Real [F.E.A.R.]

"We must not FEAR. FEAR is the Mind-Killer" - F. Herbert

And as Morpheus points out: "The Matrix is "a prison for your Mind".

As these Gandalfs (especially Michael Tsarion and Mark Passio) took me deeper into the Mythic and The Mystery teachings, it became clear in my own journey and challenges that 'As Above, So Below' (The Law of Correspondence) means that there is the FoE within our own individual wholeness - our inner 'Smaug', or 'Gollum', or 'Voldemort' etc. The Dark Tyrant within our own being; for if we are a fractal/ a holon of The Whole, how can this aspect of Creation - The Deceiver/ Adversary/ Melkor/ this [fallen] angle of light - not also be present within our Being?

I know I had to do (and still do) some serious challenging of my would-be Petty Tyrant. The reason we get a 'Kakistocracy' ('rule by the worst') is that we try our best to avoid the re-cognition within of that same drive to Power and almost certainty that were absolute power given to you (The Ring of Power) it would ruin you and all you tried to achieve. Whilst this part of us is unconscious within our psyche - that character is neglected any attention - it gets "projected" out into the collective, so that there is reflected an outward manifestation of this very character/s. Self will always find a way for you to see the parts of YOU that have been forgotten.

Frodo discovered this very truth at the critical moment, as he stood before the Cracks of Doom, unAbel to withstand it's lure... Deny his own Will to Power. But we get ahead of ourselves.

The Shadow of the Past

17 years (Q) after Gandalf returns to The Shire , it is time for what Tolkien himself called 'the crucial chapter', where Frodo's Doom (Destiny) is revealed/ offered (?) to him. THIS is the initiation into at least some of 'the secret teachings of all ages'; the beginning of The Quest to Realeyes your Christed (a title) Self.

My "crucial chapter" would unveil something like the following four key realeyesations:

i) the Wholistic "Spiritual" (Elvish/ Hermetic) realisation that all is Love and "Eru" (SOURCE);

ii) the knowledge that there is an Adversary built into the One Story;

iii) that the real key to destroying the Ring was innerstanding the philosophy of Sovereignty ("The Golden Rule"/ "Do No Harm"/ Christ's 'The Way');

iv) and finally, the knowing that Christ is a title achievable by any one, and that all these great Myths are symbolically-coded ways of teaching us how to realeyes our own Buddha/ Neo/ Aang Self.

These four foundational principles allowed me, like Frodo, be able to piece together a more coherent and informed answer to a Quest(ion) that had always perplexed me since being young: "Why is the whorl-D so fucked up? Why does it seem so rigged? Why is there perpetual War?".

The answer was simple: the FoE (Forces of Evil) are as real in our whorl-D as they are in Tolkien's Myth. And they too, just like Sauron and Morgoth before him, hate Life and any concept of Sovereignty, for they have no Abelity to feel empathy (~ 2-4% of people are clinical psychopaths, stuck in their R-complex). Indeed, they were so self-murdered and cut off (at least in experience) from Source, that they had to feed on the very essence of others; economically, emotionally (loosh) and (abhorrently) literally; Both Sauron and Saruman, as well as many of their twisted creations, were vampires and caniBa'als.

Before Q appeared, The Gandalf's in my tale helped to liberate myself first from a slave mindset (the beLIEf that the Ring can ever be anything other than utterly corrupting, which rules out any coervice group called "government") teachers such as Michael Tsarion, Neil Kramer, Mark Passio, Larken Rose and a few key others, helped me see (though not in these words) that there really was a Mordor and an Enemy who was seeking to enslave and devour all Life.

More importantly, they showed me that it wasn't a drama where we were just peons who could have little to no impact of the Spiritual War (The Dance/ Drama of Eru/ Brahman/ SELF), rather that it the Whle Drama/ Story was about our own (and collective) evolution. A maturing into a more authentic way seeing of our true Selves. Authenticity requires honesty and so it must also accept the inclusion of our own psychopathic Will to Power; our own Ruling Ring that must be seen through and destroyed. Each individual that is called has the choice to voluntarily take on The Quest and the great burden.

'Gandalf, Pippin, and Shadowfax' by Christopher Clark

This 'Myth of our Age' (Loralee Scaife) that had such a pivotal impact in my life at 12 years old and at the time of the initiation into adolecescence and Manhood, was meant to be read all those years ago (and every year for some 11 consecutively). Even back then, on some level I always knew it wasn't just a "story".

So seeing the works and the consequences of Melkor's (Sauron's more powerful predecessor) psychopathic rebellion against Life, for the years up until 2020 at least, I was in dismay at ManKind's predicament. I knew things would swing around again toward a Golden Age eventually, because I had been shown that both sides of this cosmic Chess Game were the same Consciousness [The "I AM" that YOU Are]; no matter what befell us in our part of The Story, Brahman/ God/ Eru/ Source, was only having a dream of "separation". And yet even though I wasn't necessarily afraid as such, there was still was some despondency felt by little old me - I didn't hope to see change in our lifetime.

"The idea in the sub-creation [Tolkien's Myth] has dignity because it is a reflection of something in the real world"~ J.R.R. Tolkien

I should have trusted more to my intuition that LOTR was "not fiction" (as Tolkien allegedly wrote to his good friend C.S. Lewis) and that the same Eucatastrophe of the final destruction of Power may yet come to pass in our tale. It's also interesting (to me at least) that in that decade or so when I didn't read LOTR once a year as I had done for the decade prior, that this is when I lost touch with hope. Now, having gone back to it finally, with a (more) symbolically literate mind and the despair of Wormtongue cast out by Gandalf's rallying words in 2020  - which tally with Q's overall message - I can see clearly why Tolkien warned so often against despair.

Just as with Theoden, the arrival of Q (Gandalf) rekindled in me that light of hope which had dwindled in the years since I was David Icke'd and Alex Jones'd… though I must also say that 'The Shadow of the Past' was mainly revealed (shown truth) before 'Q' by modern greats like Tsarion and Larken Rose; older teachers like Manley P. Hall, and too many others to name here. I wouldn't have been open to Q and the idea of a "Light" faction in this polarised realm, were it not for the symbolically-fertilising process I went through for those years.

'Theoden' by Cristian Otazu

One of the most heart-blooming (and miraculous to me) realeyesations that came in 2020 was the remembering that 12 year old me had wished with all his heart that he were in that great Myth of Middle Earth and "to be in The Fellowship'. It was shown first in a dream and then in "real" life that my wish had come true, in the same way that all myths are true. We are all living through our own YOUniQue iterations of The Myth, but the overarching themes are the same for all of us. This dawning was just like the clearing of the darkness described in the passage from The Two Towers below, when Gandalf points to a "high window" and Theoden's despair is dis-spelled. [N.B. 17(Q) is The Star in Tarot and means both 'window' and 'hope']

"Now Theoden, son of Thengel, will you hearken to me?" said Gandalf. "Do you ask for help?".

"He [Gandalf] lifted his staff and pointed to a high window. There the darkness seemed to clear and through the opening could be seen high and far a patch of shining sky.

"Not all is dark. Take courage Lord of the Mark, for better help you will not find. No counsel have I to give to those that despair, yet counsel I could give and words I could speak to you. Will you hear them? They are not for all ears [how many were ignorant of not only Q, but even of The Enemy at the Black Gate?] and I bid you come out before your doors and look abroad. Too long have you sat in shadow and trusted to twisted tales and crooked promptings".

Slowly, Theoden left his chair. A faint light grew in the hall again. The woman [the return of the feminine principle of Care] hastened to his side, and with faltering steps the old man came down from the dais and paced softly through the hall. Wormtongue remained lying on the floor.

They came to the doors and Gandalf knocked. "Open!", he cried. The Lord of the Mark comes forth!" ~ J.R.R. Tolkien

Sovereign Consciousness A-rises

Along with Gandalf revealing 'The Plan to Save the World' to Theoden [Frodo's Quest/ each of our individual duties to destroy the Ring of Power within our own psyche], The King also learnt of the true intentions of Saruman - a once sage and well-meaning wizard - namely his treachery. It was this threat at his back that Theoden had to first defeat, if there were any hope of winning The War proper.

In-deed, there were a few "men of the Mark" in Théoden's company who had warned of the murderous deeds of Saruman (the Vampire), but it fell on a bewitched mind and one who would not risk all out war, even despite the murder of the innocent. Does this not sound familiar in our 2020 COnVID story and yet still so many did not "beware his words" and trusted the "experts"?

Saruman shows us what happens when occult knowledge is used for the acquisition of Power, rather than to encourage Meaning and Love in Life. 2020 perfectly demostrated the always-corrupting nature of that lust for control and that it had (now very obviously) infiltrated all of Society's institutions. All of whom followed the same One (ruling) script of Collectivism ("communism"/ "fascism" etc) and inverted (Satanic) "science".

Only the coming of a gentle, but firmly guiding force such as Mithrandir (the 'Grey Pilgrim') and Q could break the spell of despair that so many felt at the growing power of Mordor. And as the hosts of The Good rallied - at Helm's Deep in The Two Towers and in the mass protests and resistance in our realm) Saruman called his full force to march and to destroy Rohan, which would have effectively won the War for his Master, Sauron. Saruman's intent was no longer in question (as those talking heads who fell in lockstep with the non-sense in 2020) and The Good knew that a great battle was inevitable; just as I suspect The Good in our whorl-D knew COnVID was coming and were perhaps ready to use it to their advantage ['Game Theory'].

"The rising sun was hazy and behind it, following it slowly up the sky, there was a growing darkness, as of a great STORM moving out of the East.… 'there is a veiling shadow that some power lays upon the land [FEAR/ DESPAIR], and it marches slowly... [Legolas]’

‘And behind us comes a very STORM of Mordor,’ said Gandalf. ‘It will be a black night.’" ~ J.R.R. Tolkien

[in 2020 Sovereign Consciousness was growing, but it was "hazy" with the seeming threat of The Enemy's total victory at hand]

TBC...

~ Aarongorn